Admittedly it's only a few hours since I discovered her, but I'm still wrapped up in this sledgehammer of depression. I live my life centered around...what? The internet? My god. This is why I usually drink when I'm depressed, but i don't have my car yet and thus can't go buy liquor. I went and looked at it today in the shop where it's being fixed, and it looked fine. I'm supposed to get it back in a few days, it's been a few days for about a week now, and MAMA WANTS A DRINK.